**Notice**

It is so frustrating to want something so bad and not be able to have it...I** always wonder why life throws curve balls or lessons or events that make me crazy; but the hardest events and lessons are those that are out of reach and (seem) impossible. It "seems" right now that I am irritated and not into life like I usually am and I really think it is because reality hit me in the face...some things that are out of reach might just stay out of reach...and all beacause of choices I made...soooooooooooo frustrated...almost like miss**ed opportunities...

As I sit frustrated, I am also happy for a friend tonight...an unexpected event hit them today but I think it is a good thing...I hope...you** never know what is right around the corner.

And, for another friend... I used incorrect and funny punctuation in this blog...just to get a smile...

~Why~

I am not usually a Rascal Flatts' fan, but I love this new song...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HlkV-MNl0qY

I always say, "Do you ever really know a person?" This song illustrates so nicely how a person can be masking pain and others are not even aware. There have been many people that I have known over the years that seem content and happy....but, eventually it all breaks through and the truth is found out...hmmmm, "How well do you know your friends, neighbors, loved ones?" Just makes me always try to end conversations with a smile, because you never know when the comments or conversations could be the last conversation that sends a person straight over the edge...